Jenna's House of Idiosyncrasies Version 10.0 [Focus.]

I Really Need To Talk To You

August 17, 2002 - 5:51am

You could say the mystique has worn off.

I'm tired of this damn club.

I want to be a middle-class suburban kid whose parents have steady jobs. I want to know my house, the home I've had for ten years, will always be there.

Now I sit in the living room, or stand on the front porch, or look around my room, and the security of this place is gone. I think about the fact that this may have been my last summer here, and I spent most of it sleeping, eating, and working at a place I've come to loathe, and all in vain.

Do you know what it's like to have the burden of your family's well-being on your 19-year-old shoulders? To not sleep enough or eat properly for days on end because you've got to see this project through, only to have it fall flat in the end, leaving you powerless?

I feel really alone right now.

August 18, 2002 - 2:40am
Milton (not verified)
Milton is sorry to hear about all of your short comings Jenna. Milton hopes that every thing will work out in the end. If you ever wanna talk, Milton is ALWAYS there. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!!

August 20, 2002 - 9:55pm
Sarah (not verified)
Jenna, I, if anyone, understand. I know it's rough. I know it seems like it's not worth it sometimes, but you've just got to think of all the awesome music we get to hear and people we get to meet. Hey, if our parents had to start their own business, at least they started a cool one.
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