Jenna's House of Idiosyncrasies Version 10.0 [Focus.]

Well I think that it goes back to saying something helps you visualize it thus allowing you to achieve it. Like from Rocky Horror "Don't dream it, be it". Therefore, that's my answer and what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. It's hard right now but it can get better if you allow it to. I'm here for you Jenna!

I dunno. I just say it sort of spontainiously (sp) w/o really considering how I'm actually feeling. "Fine" (no I'm not fine damn it, why'd I freaking say that?) But don't worry about it sweetie. I'm behind you all the way.

Hey Jenna! It's alright. I think everyone says their fine when they're not really. The only time I don't say that is if I'm just really pissed off, and I want to tell the world how much being the most hated employee at the mall sucks. Yup. Keep your head up because everything turns out cool in the end for people like yourself. Peace and Blessed Be.

ok, it's 5:11 AM on Dec 21st, the shortest, darkest, and for florida, it seems... coldest day of the year. i'm very tired and i just wanna say that i think for the most part we are all swimming against that current that you mentioned in the entry before the one i'm responding to. sure, all the pretty and rich people just 'pass go' till kingdom come. but at least you are aware of the current - think of all the folks you see out there just not even giving a shit, just letting the expectations, rules, and bullshit mold them into little worker bees. i'm no expert, but i think that, like me, you see that life is meant to be a beautiful journey that enriches our souls and makes the world better... but there are systems everywhere that rip us from the above notion. but hey, in my book right now you have blessed me with a sweet smelling, shinny site to help take my art further. i guess i just wanna say, don't be so hard on yourself, your path is there - your statements in your journal are a clear indication to me that you'll get there. this all may seem a bit... uh, dr. phil-ish... but hey it's early in the a.m., i need sleep, and i wish nothing but happiness for all the world... whadya expect. xoxo sean

Wow. Sean said it all. Good Job. Jenna, Milton knows that you have tried hard and it is also reflected in your work, such as, your beautiful painting that you worked on for your class, an Sean's brand spanking new site (awesome), which are both great works of art that reflect your talent and skill. You ARE destined for great things but before you take the high road to success the low road must be traveled time and time again. In life there are reasons for things happening, Milton is sure of this, and Jenna will see that all things get better in the end. Milton is always here to talk. Good Day Jenna.

my days are always the same...ppl ask me how i am and i say...nuthin...b/c if i am pissed...im guna keep it to myself...thats pretty much it...

ladeedahdeedah...not happy all the time...>>i hang around depressed ppl a lot...>>>mi beat friend...shes sorda like sad everyday...but n e way its skippy like...whoa...like peanut butter...lol...bye bye...

sometimes mi parents piss me off so i say i want to go kill miself when i get home but u kno theres this gurl i kno who always cuts herself but i thought bout it too but not on purpose so farive been depressed over girls and family and friends and i think everything one day will be juss fine but this time in mi life evrythin seems fuk'd up!! ya kno wat im sayn but sumtimes i want to die so i dont have to deal with all the shit in mi life but as long as i have mi best friends and mi close family i kno ill be fine...someday*

um...u r so right....but im not sure wat to say.....but its cool......gtg...byzzzzzz