“Ultimately all you have are your experiences, and it's hard to write about that because if you do—”
“—everyone will know.”
“Exactly.” He took a long drag on his cigarette.
We sat side by side in silence for a full minute before I got the courage to speak up. “I used to write characters that were just thinly veiled versions of people I wanted to be. They had all the qualities I wished I had.”
“Fight Club syndrome.”
I turned to look at him.
“You know, ‘I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I do what I want to do’.”
I looked at the sidewalk between my feet and smiled. “Yeah, that was pretty much it.
“The problem was they were so perfect that they were never in peril.”
You are reading the life, times, and general musings of Jenna Tollerson. I am a web developer and consultant living in downtown Athens, Georgia, USA. [read more]